Just submitted an application for a job – a promotion that I don’t want but will probably get – while waiting to hear about an unexpected job opportunity that I didn’t realise I wanted so much until today. At the same time anxiously watching the timer tick down to my “end of June” deadline for action.
I am the pause at the top of an inhale at the moment: my first step off the ledge. Caught in an anxious moment of breathless anticipation.
Ill hear about all of these opportunities in the next 2 or 3 weeks…
Tick tick fuck.
All my careful planning and orchestrations over the past year have made May/June this year the crunch months. I’m trying to control too much outside my sphere and its doing my head in at the moment.
All I can do is wait until these opportunities are either ticked off or taken – and I really hate waiting.
Don’t get me wrong – I’m extremely grateful to have so many exciting opportunities given the current state of the world. But hey, it’s me. Activity is my heroin, remember? Complacency can suck it.
At least the Green card lottery results are in. No luck there and can tick that off for the year.
It’s actually quite an exciting time.
USA, Romania, Antarctica, South America, Dubbo. One of these things is not like the others.
More on these later as things develop. I’m being intentionally vague but there are massively exciting games afoot.
…yes its a tease, but the Interweb’s digital walls have ears.
**I found a heap of old Biggles novels at a book fair today – being a voracious reader as a kid I devoured all these titles and any other series I could find – Famous Five, Hardy Boys, The Three Investigators, moving on to Tolkien, Conan-Doyle, Fleming, Doc Smith, Zane Grey, Asimov and Wilbur Smith and more. Perhaps it was these early literary adventures that set a book and movie geek on his meandering path an age ago.
Anyway some things never change … Book Fairs rule…